Wednesday, April 27, 2005

nearly a month to the day since i said the things i last wanted to say
april is here, and feels as tho it's in the way
where's may?
where's my sun?
this month has been eventful ~
margaritas with the two boys, laughing, giggling, deadbeats with the 4/20 with all there - and it was beautiful and right and every week i wake up on thursday grateful to be alive but my head pounding with hangover, worth it? yes. it reminds me of being.
Lost some weight. about 5 lbs. I'm happy with that - with my cruise approaching it will be good to look good. Want the Nassau men to be impressed with us american gals.
Moving soon, have to find a place and all.
Miss Gram.
Talked to Peter and miss him too.
Rocco's reading my story the "you're like licorice" story and im excited because in finding and rereading it - i love it.
i hope he has faith in it too -maybe i can do something with it.
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"im sitting on a citadel, contemplating life, making a point to waste my time, walking on clouds of white, what if i fall? what i never make it home? what if i bleed? what if i break?" - a/n