regurgitate

i miss myself

shoulder toe

align without missing a step in the direction in which you are there and i am here ready to smile at one another or the universe take it all without wishing for anything else

most days

he played older. i played younger. met around 27

for james horner

It is in this moment I withdraw the reflection too clear the significance too raw the me myself i thought was wasn't isn't real a shadow marked escaping into daydream night terrors and damsels in distress never begging for my rescue leaving me left behind laying on my back creating you in clouds dancing dark ripples of air and rain puddling beneath the weight of me on Earth that is all that remains to support me counting tired sheep begging me to slip into myself bleating their apologies for not giving me blackness wishing i'd give up and focus on something tangible breathing tantric holy in and out undivided the skies open and envelope me taking me with caution into its belly home